[14 Apr 2009|10:44am] Ill fake it through the day With some help from johnny walker red Send the poison rain down the drain To put bad thoughts in my head Two tickets torn in half And a lot of nothing to do Do you miss me, miss misery Like you say you do? A man in the park Read the lines in my hand Told me Im strong Hardly ever wrong I said man you mean You had plans for both of us That involved a trip out of town To a place Ive seen in a magazine That you left lying around I dont have you with me but I keep a good attitude Do you miss me, miss misery Like you say you do? I know youd rather see me gone Than to see me the way that I am But I am in the life anyway Next door the tvs flashing Blue frames on the wall Its a comedy of errors, you see Its about taking a fall To vanish into oblivion Is easy to do And I try to be but you know me I come back when you want me to Do you miss me miss misery Like you say you do? leave one

[08 Apr 2009|11:02am] A love struck romeo Sings the streets a serenade Now hes laying everybody low Hes got a love song that he made He finds a streetlight And he steps out of the shade And says something like You and me, babe, how about it? Juliet says hey, its romeo! You nearly give me a heart attack! Yeah well, hes underneath the window Now shes singing hey-la, my boyfriends back You shouldnt come around here Singing up at people like that Ah anyway, whatcha gonna do about it? Juliet The dice were loaded from the start And I bet and you exploded into my heart And I forget, I forget the movie song When you gonna realize It was just that the time was wrong Julie We both come up on different streets And they both were streets of shame You know theyre both dirty both mean Yes and the dreams were the same And I dreamed your dream for you And now your dream is real So tell me honey Now how can you look at me As if I was just another one of your deals Now you can fall for chains of silver And you can fall for chains of gold You know you fall for pretty strangers And the promises they hold Well you promised me everything And then you promised me thick and thin Now you just turn away and say Romeo, I think I used to have a scene with him. Ah juliet When we made love you used to cry You said I love you like the stars above Gonna love you till I die Theres a place for us I you know this song Now when you gonna realize It was just that the time was wrong Julie But I cant do the talks like they talk on my tv screen I cant do a love song not the way you song them to me I cant do everything but I would do anything for you Oh no I cant do anything except be in love with you Yeah now and all I do is miss you And the way it used to be you know And all I do is keep the beat I keep bad, bad company And all I do is kiss you Through the bars of a rhyme When julie Id do the stars with you Anytime Ah juliet When we made love you used to cry You said I love you like the stars above Im gonna love you till I die Theres a place for us I know you know the movie song One day were gonna realize It was just that the time was wrong Julie Julie Julie Now this love struck romeo He sings the streets a serenade Now hes laying everybody low Hes got a love song he made He finds a convenient streetlight And hell step out of the shade And hell say something like You and me, babe, how bout it? 1 | leave one

[30 Mar 2009|04:31pm] Suddenly I can't stay in this room. You'll never sway, and I have nothing left that I can think of to say. What do you want me to think of my thought? Bear it in mind, if I cannot believe in me who will I then be? And so I'll run but not too far, incase you chase me, oh... But this is how it goes, baby. I'll get angry at your words and I'll go home And you won't call after me 'cos I'll be back before you know, you know... So give me a tooth full of that smile, And know-it-all eyes you show me Just to prove that you don't need to lose it. You tell me I'm your fortress of desire But is it a crime for me to say my own view And want then not to fear you? And so I'll run but not too far, incase you chase me... But this is how it goes, baby, I'll get angry at your words and I'll go home Then you won't call after me 'cos I'll be back before you know, You know, yeah I'll be back before you know... La di da di da........... And so I'll run but not too far... 'Cos this is how it goes, baby, I'll get angry at your words and I'll go home, then you won't call after me, 'cos I'll be back before you know, you know... Yeah, I'll be back before you know... And so I'll run but not too far... 1 | leave one

[07 Mar 2009|01:02pm] And now you finally know That you control where you go..you can Steer 1 | leave one

[04 Feb 2009|04:39pm] Been up all night staring at you wondering what's on your mind i've been this way with so many before but this feels like the first time you want the sunrise to go back to bed i want to make you laugh mess up my bed with me kick off the covers i'm waiting every word you say i think i should write down don't want to forget come daylight happy to lay here just happy to be here i'm happy to know you play me a song your newest one please leave your taste on my tongue paperweight on my back cover me like a blanket mess up my bed with me kick off the covers i'm waiting every word you say i think i should write down don't want to forget come daylight and no need to worry that's wastin time and no need to wonder what's been on my mind it's you it's you it's you every word you say i think i should write down don't want to forget come daylight and i give up i let you win you win cause i'm not counting you made it back to sleep again wonder what you're dreaming leave one

[10 Aug 2005|07:55pm] we broke up. i saw it coming, everyone saw it coming. it sucks. he has become a huge dick. i dont even know what happened. i dont know how and i dont know why. either way, it definitely is for the best. no more being upset because he doesnt call and no more hoping he still likes me. so i find out that hes gonna get ryan to say that he cheated on me, so that i break up with him or something. then get ryan to break up with me for him. thats when i broke up with him. actually i got emma to ebcause i couldnt. i was freaking out. i was shaking and panicking and it just sucked a lot. the next day sarah calls me and was talking to brody, so i realized that i had to talk to brody. i was scared, but i needed to. he doesnt talk much, and when he does talk he just rephrases what he said before. which makes it quite difficult to have a decent conversation with him. in the jist of the conversation. he said that when people go out for awhile, they cheat. basically, he said i would cheat. i said i would NEVER cheat, but he said that he would never know because even the most trustworthy have. oh yeah, he cheated on his girlfriend before. hmm, why did i not know about this earlier? basically he did not trust me, but i trusted him. yet i have NEVER and would NEVER cheat on him. yeah he has trust problems. well basically he cheated on his girlfirend and a different girlfriend cheated on him. so doesnt that like counter it. uhm maybe i should have trust problems. i mean i lost three of my best friends. shouldnt i have difficulty trusting people NOT to hurt me. weird, how he managed to hurt me as well. i guess i just get stuck with everyone to hurt me. he told me before he went to the shore how much he loved me, that we would stay together forever. that wed get married. i knew that that wasnt true, but wow you cant even make it without a month of seeing me. i guess all that crap was said to get in my pants. well not like literally but uhm yeah. yeah, our relationship was SOOO strong you couldnt get through a month. seriously. i hope he meets a beach girl who screws him over. because thats all he ever did to me. he would lead me on, then screw me over. thanks i really appreciate it. it means a lot to have someone i thought i loved, use me. or not use me, as he would say. i mean he did miss a month at the beach to be with me. OHMYGOSH, i should be so greatful. its funny, because EVERYTHING i said to you, i meant it. i guess everything you said to me was a lie. so dont call me a liar, because you think i could go as low as you to cheat on someone. sorry, thats not me. so then me and emma go online at the hotel and he starts talking to her. oh BUT WAIT. i check my myspace and i get some message from a kid in kentucky calling me ugly. hmm the best part him and brody are friends on myspace. COINCEDENCE? but of course not. so we talk to brody about it. and hes like no i have no idea who it is. a minute later,hes a guy from xbox live, a minute later hes a good friend and i told him we broke up. once again, im the liar? yeah well emma flips at him, because shes an amazing friend like that, and he just curses her off and says SOO much crap. but i mean lets be fair he didnt tell the guy to say that. but i mean does he have the right to spread our business like that. yeah kay good job skippy. but yeah so hes cursing emma off, being a bigger dick and then says how he doesnt talk about anyone. HAHAHAHAHA wow brody, way to be a liar. but i think we all already knew that one. im not gonna say who he talked about cuz me and emma arent assholes like that. so then i talk to him after all that, and ugh its just one huge mess. he just doesnt understand at all. like hes teaching me that you need to go through this. no way brody? but im not some random prude who has never had a bf. indeed, i have had boyfriends before, so i do not need you to teach me the ways, master. but heres the other thing brody was the only guy i was able to see scary movies with, talk on the phone at hours on end. brody was the first boy i talked to about being together for awhile. brody didnt want ass and he didnt pressure me brody made me feel loved, he made me feel cared for brody was the first boy i said i love you to and actually felt that i meant it. its weird. because even though hes a dick now and even though i hate what hes become and he made me feel. and how he hurt me. even through that, i remember the past. he was the best boyfriend i ever had. he treated me so well and he made me feel like someone actually did love me. even though all this and all that will come i will remember the past. thats all i have left of him, and us. all i have are the times he treated me so well. but then i have the times he treated me like crap. we wont go into them but we all know what they were. all the girls who were with me knew that when i was upset it was because of him. it was because of him not calling, or him not caring. or him just turning into a dick. things change, people change. it just sucks when the people you love change. its happened before and im sure it will happen again, i just never expected it to happen to brody. i loved that kid so much. but im glad that we had those fights. i wont like him anymore, and i dont for that matter. he made me realize who he has become and i dont want that. i dont need that and i surely cant deal with it anymore. he can go treat girls however he wants, and im sure he will. but i dont wanna be going out or friends with someone who treated me like that. im glad i know now. thanks for helping me not like you. in other news OHIO WAS AMAZING. im not going into detail, but it was sooo fun, even with brody ruining the end. thanks emma. thanks for the help and standing up for me. i love you so much. so chris has this friend named vinnie. sarah like told me about him and i guess him about me. i just met him and hes really cool. but i cant rush anything. even though i dont like brody because of how he treated me, i just cant do that. everything reminds me of brody and its just so hard. i think it might work out i just need time because i dont want to rush things. i dont want things to get screwed up and i want things to turn out good for once. i just cant deal with people saying crap about vinnie. like i dont know him, granted, but ill get to know him. and ill figure out whats good and bad about him. and he cannot take advantage of me if he has not been any further than i have. whatever. hes a good guy, from what i know, and so far thats what i care about. dont worry about me rushing things cause i wont. im not getting screwed over again. well that just felt pretty much AMAZING. 3 | leave one

[02 Jul 2005|12:32am] 10 people thangers. 1. you are my second half and i realize without you i really would die. you are the strongest person i know and you help me through anything no matter what it is. its weird how far we have come, but that only makes our friendship that much stronger. i can truly say that we will be friends forever. 2. we despised eachother, but im sorry for that because i never knew how amazing you are and how good of a friend you are. it sucks that we missed out on those years being friends because i judged you, but im happy we are friends now. thanks for all the help it has meant so much. 3. you are an amazing guy and i have known you for a long ass time. we have gotten through so much and it has only made us stronger. you are one of the few guys i can talk to. best friends <3 4. wow i cant even express how i feel for you. it has only been a month and i feel more strongly about you than anyone else i have been with. you are an amazing guy and someone i completely trust. i can honestly say i love you, because i honestly think i mean it. 5. you are one crazy kid, but you are so fun to hang out. you are really easy to talk to and fun to be around. you are amazing at giving advice and i am always here for you if you need some back. 6. you are a good friend. i don't know you too well, but with the problems ive gone through you have helped a lot. but you do seem to act different around different people. just be yourself, people will accept that. 7. you are one weird girl. i don't know you that well, but everytime im with you, you make me laugh. 8. we aren't that tight anymore, but when we were we had some kickass times. you are hilarious and always funny to be around. we definitely need to hang out over the summer. 9. you are possibly the weirdest kid i know, but thats what makes you so fun to be around. thank you for helping me out because it really means a lot. 10. you are the hottest kid i have seen, but your personality makes you so ugly. at first i thought you were so nice, and you two would have been so great together. but you dont understand girls and until you do, you wont have a relationship, at least not a right one. start to be nicer because women are not objects! 1 | leave one

[24 May 2005|10:12pm] 10 things about people thingy. 1. you are the one person that i can talk to about anything. we have had probably the greatest memories every and i love you to death for that. you are the one person that can help me get through things when i don't think that i can. you are also the strongest person ever. i am happy that we "remet" eachother because i have no idea what i would have done without you in my life. 2. you are an amazing guy and even though we have had our differences and many fights i will always love you. you are different than most guys because you are an actual friend and you arent an asshole. you are hilarious and we have funny ass times. thank you for always being there for me even when i was pissed at you. <3 3. i used to hate you, but i think that was before i really knew you because you are an amazing person. i can talk to you about a lot of things and i really appreciated it. i am happy that what happened brought us together even though it hurt so much because i know you are true. we have had some funny times-haha tellytubbies and singing and they will always stay with me. thanks for everything. 4. we had amazing times and the years we were friends were amazing. i trusted you completely and loved you so much. you were my best friend and i didnt think anything would happen. there are times when i want to go back and change what happened, but im happy i know who you are. you are an asshole and two-faced. you are a hypocrite and a liar. you are someone i cant believe i trusted as much as a did. you talked more crap about people behind their backs then anything to their faces. im happy that i found out who you are even if that means losing what we had. 5. we have gotten close just recently and im really happy for it. you are so cool and so nice and someone that i can definitely see getting reallllyyyy close with. I am happy that we did get close because you are someone that i dont think i ever knew. i most likely judged you and im sorry for that because everything bad i thought about you was stupid because you are such a nice person. stay tight. 6. youre a really good guy and im happy we are together because you are really sweet and i need someone like that. 7. you are a ball o' lard. havent guessed it yet? well you are annoying, and whoreish, and wear a tad too little. yeah thats you. :-) 8. i know you and i may not feel exactly the same way about eachother, you are one of my really good friends. a lot of things have happened and you have bee sort of in the middle, but i know that that doesnt matter to you. we started being friends awhile ago and we didnt get along at first, but then we did and we became very tight. you are someone that even if i feel like we aren't super tight or we are in like a little drama thing, that i can talk to because you are so easy to get along with.thanks for always being there for me. 9. we used to be really tight a couple years ago and those were some kick ass times we had. then we drifted apart, but im happy we became close again. you are hilarious and you crack me up so much with everything you do. you are also really easy to talk to and i appreciate you so much for that. thank you <3 10.we used to be really close, but for some reason you managed to betray me like everyone else. i honestly thought you were different and you were one of my best friends, but you just happened to make a horrible mistake. i dont know what we are now, but i do know that we have been friends for awhile and i missed what we had. but like everyone else you managed to leave with them. thanks for the good times we used to have. i hope things are different leave one

[14 Apr 2005|07:40pm] A - Age you got your first kiss: 12 C - Cat or Dog: dog D - Dad's name: leonard E - Easiest person to talk to: emma F - Favorite band(s) at the moment: mbr, the used, the academy is... G - Great Accomplishments: no idea H - Hometown: ardmore I - Injuries: broken wrist and thumb J - Job: notta K - Kids: i want 2 L - Longest car ride ever: 6.5 or 7 hours M - Mom's name: faye N - Nicknames: becca, becca anne sexybutt kolins, shortay, midget O - One wish: everything to be normal P - Phobia[s]: nuns, those creepy women body builders, spiders Q- Quote:"let's party like its 1999" R - Reason to smile: knowing i have that one great friend S - Song you sang last: pretty woman T - Time you woke up [today]: 620ish U - Unknown fact about me: im short V - Vegetable you hate: broccoli W - Worst habit(s): biting my nails X - X-rays you've had: hand, back, neck Y - Your worst nightmare: nuns killing me Z - Zodiac sign: saggitarius leave one

[22 Jan 2005|02:59pm] i feel like the worst person right now. I said like one thing bout my best friend in the entire world. It was not a bad thing. I wasn't saying omg i hate her or omg im mad at her. It wasn't mean it wasn't anything. yet it was something. I shouldnt have opened my mouth. it was just about something she said previously that she seemed to disregard later. It confused me so i talked about it. However, by me talking about it it made it seem like i was talking bad about her. if i did i did not mean to. She is my best friend i would never ever ever hurt her intentionally. And for me to do it i dont know what was wrong with me last night. It was so incredibly stupid of me. i am so sorry i love you more than anything. anyways so yesterday i was so confused. i was looking at jims picture on my phone and i started to get sick and upset. i miss him so much. liz helped me realize that i just miss him. i miss having a bf. i miss having a bf like him. i just miss him. i dont like him. even if i did like him i cant like him. im the one that broke up with him. i don't know anything. it's just when i talk to eric i like him a lot. i think i miss jim and like eric. ugh i have no idea my friends=the best people in the world. i love you guys more than life. i do and im not just saying that. id die without you guys <33 1 | leave one

[03 Dec 2004|10:38pm] ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....whatever this week has not been great...and i looked forward to i dont even know and its not happening...ughh..shock leave one

[22 Nov 2004|05:41pm] bball was okay except for suicides but eh whatever ok...i realized everything last night...i hate that it happened all at once but it really made me think about everything...i now know that the reason this started is cuz we were all afraid to tell the person how we felt cuz we thought itd make it worse when it reality not doing that made it worse...i just wanted to say sorry to everyone cuz i dont think i ever knew how it felt truly...and it feels like crap..it feels worse than crap...and i cant believe i would ever do that to anyone...i now know if i have a problem ill tell them straight up...no hiding it or talkin bout it...thats what makes it worse..i wish we were all friends again...then wed all be stronger...it would all be better <3 so yea ive been thinkin bout what if i HAD to pick between my best friends...like i dunno a life or death situation...and i wanna say i have no idea...but really...i know whod id pick...i know whod i rather be friends with if i were put in that situation..and i hate how i can make that situation..i mean i would deff pick that person but im mad that i know i would...ugh i dunno i dunno...sometimes i just dont want to seem mad/upset cuz i dont want a fight...you had no right talkin bout me or saying any of the crap you did cuz i have NEVER said a bad word about you...even when we were in that one fight...i dunno but when i confronted you you didnt deny it and you told me...i dunno i think thats whats makin me not as mad...just as long as you know next time tell me straight up...thats everyones problem...we are too scared to get in a fight when not talkin to them is gonna make it worse if you think bout this...this helped us in the long run and i now know that i really want to be all your friends..i want us all to move past this stupid fight i know that you are my best friend...this made me realize how much i need you and how much you care through everything...all of our fights are stupid and rarely concern us..i wouldnt even say weve had any fights..i dunno...theres just something about you that makes you so easy to talk to and that makes you so strong...i will always love you 1 | leave one

[19 Nov 2004|03:05pm] ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont know if im jealous or what and i hate this..i know youve felt this way before...so its not like im the only one ughh but i dunno...its like we are something...but then we are not...or it seems like we arent when we really are...ive known you basically less than my other friends but i dunno i feel like we are sooo much more alike and i can relate to everything with you...the expression bff best friends forever...i actually truly see us being friends forever...and it sounds corny or whatever but i really do...and i think thats why i feel like this...i feel like when im around you with other people you talk to them more or pay attention to them more but i dont want to be like this and feel like i need all the attention...but i do...everyone does and its my time to feel like that too even though i really really dont want to... yea my dad even said it to...that we are THE most alike...like everything bout us is the same...and i love that...i love having someone like you...which like i already said is probably why i feel like that...but i dont want you to feel bad...cuz that would be soo much worse...i dunno...i needed to vent...as some people would put it 2 | leave one

[17 Nov 2004|03:41pm] Write 5 statements about 5 different people but never say who they are 1. you are one of my best friends and we have had the best times over the summer and school with evrything...i know you will always be my friend cuz anything that weve had to deal with, we've gotten over <3 2. you are one of the funniest people i know evenb when you dont try to be...you are really easy to talk to about anything and thats why youre one of my best friends...i know that nmw we will always be friends ily <3 3. you are probably the easiest person to talk to cuz youve been through so much stuff of your own and i know you will always help me and always make me feel better no matter what the situation is...and i love that about you...i know there is so much crap youre going through and i know that i will never fix it but im always here for you to talk to cuz youre my best friend and thats what im for...weve had sooo many good times too...never a bad moment between us...anytime i hang out ewith you im always laughing...ily girl sfm nmw <3 4. youre my best guy friend...and we have always been even through the fights weve gotten through it...i know we are best friends but sometimes you hafta learn that i cant always pick you first especially when you dont have a reason..you are one of my best friends and i love you but sometimes you need to just realize to be there when i need you...cuz i need you always..ily bff 5. you are such a good guy and im so sorry bout what happened...but im always here for you...ily 1 | leave one

[17 Nov 2004|03:36pm] YOU GUYS ARE THE BIGGEST ASSHOLES I HAVE EVER MET...you need to learn to shut up and learn to back up whatever you say...you have no right to treat someone like that just cuz you are hardxcore or whatever the hell you call you guys...yea what did she do to you? try to be nice yea you need to all fall off a cliff and die...you belong somewhere far away from anyone...you dont deserve friends...you dont deserve to be popular...and you dont deserve to be such fakes and hypocrites...dont go being nice to someone and mean to someone whos sooo nice...you dont know crap bout her...you dont know anything...get a brain...go far away...then we'll talk...until then shut the hell up and stay away from her...she doesnt deserve this crap ok so heres who i hafta buy gifts for: liz emmy emma joe jim amisha christina then polyenna(spell) with courtney kaitlin boyana bridge i think crap...lots of stuff...but i got emmas present which btw is the best thing ever and she will love it forever...i know what to get liz, emmy, and joe...this should be funn! 2 | leave one

[06 Nov 2004|02:06pm] fill out suckas who are you? are we friends? when and how did we meet? how have i affected you? what do you think of me? what's the fondest memory you have of me? how long do you think we will be friends? do you love me? do you have a crush on me? would you kiss me? would you hug me? physically, what stands out? emotionally, what stands out? do you wish i was cooler? on a scale of 1-10, how hot am i? what is my best physical feature? give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. am i loveable? how long have you known me? describe me in one word. what was your first impression? do you still think that way about me now? what do you think my weakness is? do you think i'll get married? if so, who? what makes me happy? what makes me sad? what reminds you of me? if you could give me anything what would it be? how well do you know me? when's the last time you saw me? ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? do you think i could kill someone? are you going to put this on your live journal and see what i say about you? 3 | leave one

[30 Oct 2004|12:01pm] bonjour yesterday night was interesting the dance itself was so funn and i danced like a crazay white girl but the drama sucked...like always basically...i like him just cuz of before this crap happened but none of my friends do and i know even if he says i will stop that im not gonna know for sure if he actually DID stop...im always gonna be the one who will pick my friends over any boy...i know they will always be there...he wont i mean i knew he did it but i guess i didnt know...if that makes any sense at all...i didnt know hed do it before seeing me...and its not that i felt bad but everyone was saying dont dance with him dont do anything so i kept walking away and i felt sooo bad cuz i dont like doing that to anyone....hes such a nice guy regardless of that yea if i can do so much better like you guys say then why havent i and i why c i find anyone better leave one

[17 Oct 2004|11:07am] Put an x for all that apply ( ) been drunk (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex ( ) kissed a member of the same sex ( ) crashed a friend's car ( ) been to Japan (x) ridden in a taxi (>) been in love [> not sure] (x) been dumped ( ) shoplifted ( ) been fired ( ) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of my parent's house ( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex ( ) ever dated someone of the same sex (x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back ( ) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger (x) celebrated new years in times square (x) gone on a blind date ( ) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher [LEON smith] ( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans ( ) been to Europe ( ) skipped school ( ) slept with a coworker ( ) cut myself on purpose ( ) been married ( ) gotten divorced ( ) had children ( ) seen someone die ( ) been to Africa (x) had a crush on one of my friends[guys] (x) slapped someone I loved ( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball (x) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane ( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show ( ) thrown up in a bar ( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire ( ) been snowboarding ( ) met someone in person from the internet (x) been moshing at a concert ( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online ( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant ( ) lost a child ( ) gone to college ( ) graduated college ( ) tried killing yourself (x) taken painkillers ( ) intentionally burned yourself (x) love someone or miss someone right now leave one

[16 Oct 2004|10:34am] write eight statements for 8 different people but never tell who they are for : 1. weve had the best times ever and i can tell you anything and everything no matter what it is...you are my best friend and no matter what happened or what has happened we will always be <3 2. i have known you since forever and even though you are like freakin tall you are still my best friend and you always will be...you are one of the funniest people even though you dont even try to be <3 3. even though YOU hated me in 6th grade we have had the most funnest times ever trying to skateboard...i can tell you anything and you are my shrink and one of my bestest friends mucho love <3 4. you are the only guy i actually trust and the only good guy i know and even though you are like the horniest kid ever i still love you so much and i always will...bff 5. we have been through a lot over the summer and everything and we sorta overcame it...you are a good friend and even though you need to stop eating my food i still love you 6. you and me have been through so much and lots of fights but we have gotten through them together and that makes us even better friends and you know i always have your back 7. ive known you since 6th grade and we have had so many good times with bball and everything else...you are one of the funniest people i know and i love you lots 8. i havent known you for long but i already hate you..you screwed everything up and you dont know how to act around anyone...you need attention and you arent gonna get any friends that way...you ruined everything and you knew nothing good would come because of it but you still did it...you need to move because you have nothing here leave one

[16 Oct 2004|08:39am] ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bonner mixer of course sucked like emma said there was drama to say the least.. well me and henry broke up cuz he liked me but sorta liked amber or something like that and im like screw it and walked away...uhm i hate amber...see i was soo ncie to her when she didnt have any friends and when she was terllin me crap i was tryin to be "supportive" or whatever so she jsut HAD to tell him she liked him and act all dperessed...she was walking round "crying" and crap...and then she told him...like if she didnt tell him she would die...i mean nothing good could have come out of it and yet she still did it and i dont know who im more mad at...i think amber but im still pissed at him...i dont like him anymore but supposedly he still does and i dont care at all...shes a girl she should understand not to do this crap...yea all you want is attention so seriously go move cuz no one wants you here its like whenever im really shallow are the guys are assholes and the relationships dont work...but when i go for the not as hot guys it still doesnt work...ugh i think thats why im sad too...liz said i hafta find someone more for me or something...i dunno...ugh im so pissed off 1 | leave one

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